eavanholly:

To my soul.

eavanholly:

To my soul.

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bloodyantlers:

Baptism in Hightower Park, Mason, Texas.

bloodyantlers:

Baptism in Hightower Park, Mason, Texas.

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Look at all those Buddhas encouraging you to keep going UP.

Look at all those Buddhas encouraging you to keep going UP.

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strength, temperance, two of rods

I am bad at first posts.  I will get around to an introduction, right now everything I write seems overly self congratulatory, not entirely true, maybe who I would like to be rather than who I am, where I’m going but not where I sit right now.

I’m new to a formalized practice but I have been playing with energy all my life and trying to appear normal for as long as I have memories.  I spoke with a medium of some repute last year, a personal friend of my family’s, he said to stop trying to walk in both worlds and accept who I am.  

So as with most things in life, this is a journey of self acceptance.  I am still in the crawling stage but some day I may prance.

My reading this morning seems to be re-emphasizing messages I have been getting for a while about parking the drama and emotion and making decisions from a place of strength.  I am a libra and spend so much time thinking about how to make things fair, how to make everyone happy.  I really have no idea how to make myself happy, what that path looks like.  

Gratitude-

I am grateful for most everything because I think I deserve nothing.  Today I am grateful that I have the perspective to call that bullshit and know that my beautiful kids and enviable life, my wonderful partner and chunky ass are all things that I have brought to me.  Self acceptance and self-determination not luck, happenstance or fleeting goodwill from the universe.  wobbly knees and all