This is the place I lay down my thoughts on exploring Wiccan traditions, sacred sexuality and my favorite cupcakes. more about me.
Look at all those Buddhas encouraging you to keep going UP.
I am bad at first posts. I will get around to an introduction, right now everything I write seems overly self congratulatory, not entirely true, maybe who I would like to be rather than who I am, where I’m going but not where I sit right now.
I’m new to a formalized practice but I have been playing with energy all my life and trying to appear normal for as long as I have memories. I spoke with a medium of some repute last year, a personal friend of my family’s, he said to stop trying to walk in both worlds and accept who I am.
So as with most things in life, this is a journey of self acceptance. I am still in the crawling stage but some day I may prance.
My reading this morning seems to be re-emphasizing messages I have been getting for a while about parking the drama and emotion and making decisions from a place of strength. I am a libra and spend so much time thinking about how to make things fair, how to make everyone happy. I really have no idea how to make myself happy, what that path looks like.
I am grateful for most everything because I think I deserve nothing. Today I am grateful that I have the perspective to call that bullshit and know that my beautiful kids and enviable life, my wonderful partner and chunky ass are all things that I have brought to me. Self acceptance and self-determination not luck, happenstance or fleeting goodwill from the universe.